Candy Clarie's Tales

Do you?

2011-10-01T17:16:00.004+08:00

After many years of friendship, do you really understand and know your friends well deep inside? How have your friend change or develop? How and what have you all shared and spoken? Where you there to reach out as a true friend for good and hard times?

Friend for laugh and friend to keep. Which are you?

Random

2011-09-25T12:03:00.005+08:00

How great technology and social networking has connect us and turned us into?

We hang out and we are talking about "happenings" in Facebook. You see..Issues can be cross-referenced to Facebook for verification.

We hang out and everyone is frantically playing with their smartphones and tablets games.

Turn over to the next table and it's the same too. Sometimes, it's pretty irritating.

Ola..

2010-12-12T12:52:00.002+08:00

I know..i know.. i have abandoned this blog for a looong time. Long forgotten bloggie. Cant seem to find the urge and time to blog. Now...Where should i begin? @.@ For all the good and shit times, i'm just thankful for every lesson that comes behind it. And 2010 is gonna come to an end soon.

I'm really cant help myself from having a bad feeling for next year especially when things are so obvious and nobody is making it right. Geez. !#$%^&* Very much in dilemma now. I've been thinking alot about the future for quite some time. I really hate this kind of indecisive feeling. =.= I need inside-info and i need a solution. Ah Jing......T.T

Till then...Tata.

March flies

2010-04-06T22:29:00.007+08:00

March was crazy. I was constantly flying here and there. Wootsss. I can even remember MAS's airplane's smell. Stuffy stink. Hah! Other than that it's an experience to experience different places, offices and my first time staying in an estate (JUNGLE!). Fuhlamak i tell you.. the crickets were all mad at night. Bump into the ceilings.. windows.. walls.. doors.. like a cricket war. =.= Call it adventurous or tiring but i find it quite fun. I miss flying here and there now. Lol..! April, the month to give travel a break. Lol..Enjoy Kuching and home the meantime. =P

Psssttt... I got a feeling that all our wishes that we drew on the piece of paper would come true larr... How are urs coming ah... Aure, Jing & Dix? Hahaha.

Brrrr...

2010-03-17T20:48:00.003+08:00

I feel so mixed up and messed up sometimes. I hate it. And always have the tendency to turn to blog when i feel crappy. This will go away and i'll be fine. Meantime...ARGH!!!

*slaps slaps*

For once i really wish i have magic!! *whoosh*

First step into Bintulu

2010-01-23T22:47:00.004+08:00

The most significant thing about Bintulu is the big signboard "Biar lambat asalkan selamat" with the english translation "Better late than never". My first thought was more of encouraging people to be late. Feels funny to me. XP

Drivers in Bintulu drive super fast. Well, the road are so straight tat's why. Small town that has so much greeeen (jungle, forest, treesss) than Kuching but the air there is much more polluted. Old Bintulu town feels so much like Bau. Seriously. ParkCity feels more like a proper town to me. Lol. Shopping~ Shoes.... 0.0

Ahh...I must say it's a good experience after the "trip". Meet very nice people. Thank goodness. ^^ If i am going back to that coy again, i'm sure to interrogate that mischievous dude! Hmph! XP

I'm happy to be home. Let me enjoy my 2 nights on my bed & internet!!! Gosh it's pretty torturing without Internet for 5 days!! =.= Gonna be so Bintulu-ish soon. Going there again for the next 2 months. Lets try to meet up yea, Shan! XD

Till then.. =)

Fly high~

2010-01-10T22:24:00.004+08:00

I'm gonna fly twice this month.. Wootsss... wish me safe flight!!! XDDDD I hope can i still relax~ lol. *fingers crossed*

Goodbye 2009 and Hi 2010!!!

2010-01-02T10:54:00.010+08:00

Countdown 2010 with deers and the luckiest dude on earth, Dixon! Lao joni pek lao liao so cant join in countdown. 0.0 Anyway, it's just a simple decent celebration. Good enough for just 4 ppl. Erk.. lol!

We drew significant happenings in 2009 and our resolutions for 2010. Hope Aure's parents don't throw it away. Then we can laugh about it in future. lol.

My 2009 aint that good. I dont think i have alot of worthy good memories to be recalled. 2009 will just passed and flew away.

My goals were just partially achieved which is not satisfying for me. Aiya... Fret not 2010 is here! XD What i learnt from 2009 is to appreciate the people who really cared about your existence and to least care about people who doesnt bother at all. It's time to be more selfish. 2009 made me realized who really cared, the ones who are always there for me, and love me and yes as i said before i will appreciate them wholeheartedly. My family, my loving tiger and my friends. Love you all! It's easy to break a simple relationship/friendship but it take years to build good relationship/friendship. You get me.

I gave myself more personal time and organized my time well. I love myself more and became more health conscious and treated myself better. I supposed to gain weight but oh well~ Finance wise, i earned and i spent it. Thanks to allergy. =.= Oh yes..I realized if i don't touch dishes for 2 weeks plus i have natural shine on my nails. Sweet! XD Had good times with my business friends actually. If it's not for them, it would be so bored and mundane. They are so wild and crazy at times which made 2009 fun and enlightening. They are the ones who got me started to hook up on facebook.. so banyak "gossip". Lol!

In Swinburne, i guess the person who really made a deep impact in my 2009 is Mr Nick! I must say he's the most sporting and patient lecturer. Who would explain sentence by sentence, paragraph by paragraph so patiently? He's so funny and full of pranks sometimes. It's always nice to be taught my him. He's good in lecturing and helpful yet strict with his standards and expectations. A fair person as well. No bias. Thumbs up. He's the only lecturer that i can be very frank and casual with. Say about open communication. HaH! N i believe anyone who knew him would know he love his wife so so much. You're an awesome man, Mr Nick! ^^

There's somemore but i guess there's no need to jot it down. Check out facebook. Events or activities' photos and comments explains all about it. Hah!

N one thing for sure, things rocks in the end of 2009. December rocks! Hahaha...

Now 2010 is here!

First is foremost, Dixon's wish for 1st Jan to be sunny came true. Lucky that it's sunny too. It's shopping craze with mum on 1st. HAHA! Hopefully all the other goals that we drew on the paper are all realized! XDDD

This is the year to get down serious with career. Like Aure put it.. see more stuff. haha. Build good foundation and really learn and know more. To be adaptive to various environments and be cool and steady. Make new friends and good friends. =) To own more new things this year...oh yea using my very own $$$, best thing that there's no need ask from parents. Be healthy and strong!!! Be in good shape as well? Get more good news! Receive more love and care.. hahahaha.. i'm eh neh wan. erk! AND BE DAMN HAPPY and GOOD this year! XDDDDDD

It has been a good start. Hope it gets better each day! Woo whee... XDDDDDDDD

Beep...

2009-12-28T12:00:00.004+08:00

I was reading back what i blog in the past.. Just to see gain some memories back. It's nice reading back and i should have blog more. Erk. =.= I know i have been blogging lesser and lesser. What to do.. Lol..

N some of the pics was crazily huge after importing it from my old blog. Crap i just realise that. =.= For past past entries view here la.

I'm so into shopping moood noooow. Shop shop shop... ^^ And i feel like changing my blog template again.. lol..

Merry Christmas!!!

2009-12-26T12:53:00.005+08:00

Everyone was at Spring during Christmas eve! It's like one of the hottest place to countdown. XD Tell you.. it started weird.. Thanks to da lousy host. Hahaha. But it was still enjoyable overall and im happy to celebrate it with my friends. XDDD

There's a reason to be jolly and the reason is Christmas! Merry Christmas again!!! =)

Looking forward to new year countdown~ =DDD

UpdateSssss

2009-12-22T13:56:00.005+08:00

I know i have abandon this blog for months! Honestly, I find no motivation to blog after being so sick, busy and since i was also blogging in another subject blog. And the rest of the reasons which you probably take it as excuses. Blah..

Recalling back....

September was horrible terrible vegetable. I was so sick and felt so hopeless. I could not even pull myself together and crying miserably when emotions and irritation took me away. Thanks to erythema multiforme. It was so bad that i was away from uni for 2 weeks. Yes i was that ill. I can joke to you about how crazy itchy it was but you never know how much suffering i have endured. Fuck. Bloody allergy. I hope i will never get it again. From that pathetic month, i realized who really cared and would appreciate them for life! *hugs* Thanks so much!

October was the time where i need to more catching up and da time where Swinburners were battling exams and due dates for assignments.. Mid sem sucks. Was so soi.. Oh well. Assignments were good. First time having a hard time reaching the word limit. lol.. Alot of thinking, alot to read, alot of creative thinking. Final sem comes with adding in all the "alot". =.= Phew! N Thanks to Aure for being a great help in YouSale! =) Not forgetting.. i was broke because i paid my own medicine bills. Grr.. And got so tired taking medicine everday. @.@ Who wants to be ill? =.=

November.. is about presentation. Enjoyed presenting YouSale. Oh yea.. it felt nice to amaze people about your very own fresh ideas. ^^v Then it was time to prepare for finals. Alot to read, alot to understand and alot to remember!!! "Very interesting" topics that would put you into deep nightmare. Anyways, I really hope i can reach my target! Aaaja!

December.. I'll say after enduring so much soi-ness, struggles from physical, emotions and pain, good things are pouring in December!!! Say about karma! Phew wit.. I'm lovin it. I'm most happy and grateful for the given opportunity and chance. Yesh! Thanks God for his blessings. Hope it'll be all smooth-sailing next year! Gonna enjoy my last few weeks of holidays and 2009. Tralalala.. I'll end 2009 which good memories! Phew wit =PPP

p/s: for pics just check out facebook lah.. ^^

Sincerely…

2009-08-23T13:05:00.001+08:00

From the bottom of my heart, I want to thank everyone for the wishes, prezies, and celebration! You know who you are! Special thanks to Swinburne business buddies. I really appreciate the kind intention… =)

Here goes..

Thanks… thank you… terima kasih… kam sia… to ceh sai… kam sa mi da… argigato… and mucho mucho gracias!!!!!

May God bless you all… ^^

Underwater Snaps

2009-08-16T18:07:00.005+08:00

Side Tales: Im healed. =D Feeling great. Thanks dear for worrying and bringing me to see doc. Hugs!

I was browsing the Net and found something real interesting. Water photography. It's not capturing little fishes but people. Woots. I'm pretty amazed by the photos. We all know it's not easy to capture photos underwater but being creative with it? It's amazing!

I think Zena Holloway did the best water photography. Very nice! Check our her website. ;)

This is a nice piece from Roberto Falck. The water mirror image is nice. N I just love the blue touch. So matching with white. HAHA! Dont mind me. I'm a sucker for baby blue. lol!

By someone... Pretty nice too and the gal is pretty. =)

Ahhh... some people just have some magical touch in photography ;)

blows

2009-08-14T17:03:00.002+08:00

Stay healthy always! That's the best wish ever...

I dont want to spend my birthday resting on the bed. Please cure liaoooo. X.X

Rawr.

My last steps...

2009-08-09T20:30:00.004+08:00

Swinburne i'll be seeing you tomorrow. I'm all excited and geared up (i hope). Hols has been making my brain rust. LOL! Gotta polish it and make it shine. =P

I'll enjoy my last semester in uni! The pressure.. the assignments.. research and research.. tests.. exams.. exciting or boring lectures and tutorials... Fun and thrilling moments.. disappointments? (i hope not)..

I'm ready, baby!

Yooosh!

Hot~ Sexy HOT~ LOL!

2009-08-07T20:38:00.002+08:00

Side Tales: Kuching is damn hot in the afternoon. There's no other place then just stay at home with your aircon on max. =.=

Was browsing Youtube and came across Girl's Generation's new Song -Genie.

I like the intro and .. the rest it's pretty girly. Wish it was cooler. Lol! Kinda like their new image. Not so the cutish type. New hair style and new color. =)

I'm pretty irritated by the dance move where they flip their leg or whatever u call it. It's weird and funny. Lol! But i must say i envy their hot legs especially the one with short hair.. Long and sexy. I want. If only i was taller. Ish. =.=

Enjoy the video! =)

Sniff sniff..

2009-08-07T10:40:00.002+08:00

Haze is back and it suckSsss. My nose cant stand the burnt smell. It's like almost similar to second hand smoking. Thanks to haze my nose is runny now. =.= Imagine u can even sweat after bath! Ish. Where is the cloud seeding when we really need one??!!

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Hols is coming to an end pretty soon. Final sem is gonna start. Fuh fuh ... I'm waiting for my sudden adrenalin rush. I need the momentum to work hard. The toughest subject in the whole course is waiting. ARgggh 'beh song ness'.. =.=

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I'm back reading Sophie Kinsella's books again. It better be good. Lol!

Welcome everyone!

2009-08-04T18:22:00.005+08:00

Opening ceremony of CandyClarie's Tales

*claps claps claps*

*Cheerrrsssss*

I should do a welcoming post to this new bloggie. ^^

Was pretty tired with the old blogie already and i did not have nice feelings of it anymore. Yes, i dont.

I always wanted to the new url to be candyclarie but lazy to do so till this year. Since I also wanted to get a new template then wah lah... this is it! It's dreamy and i like it. =P Best view with wider screens tho. =)

Just a simple rule in reading this blog! Dont be a silent reader (Let me know that you care) and please don't 'perasan' or comment or simply spread rumours on what i blog or whatever somewhere else till i get news from a second ear. I hate it!!! Just comment whatever shit you think here and i'll deal with you personally!

Note: There will be foul words if the owner is super uber fcking *opps pissed.

I moved my previous post to this new blog so you can read them here as well. So welcome! Please update your links ya to get more updates from me!!! =DDDDD

I'm super happy today. Whee..

Special A indeed!

2009-08-03T15:01:00.003+08:00

I was so into Special A lately. I did catch up with some other animes as well but the rest is just below average. Dont even feel like recommending at all. Haha.

Special A is so nice yet sometimes you'll feel pissed off why Hikari is so stupid for not realising that Kei loves her. Omg!!! Totally sweat. Haha. But overall, it's a fun anime to watch. Funny that's what i like it. It's quite close to Ouran tho. Hehe. Watch watch watch... it's nice! =P

Last week i was working with Swinburne finance and i was early as usual sitting at lobby. N yes that's the week of resit as well. Very funny... I got the looks from people like "omg you resit?" n a few asking "JacQ? you resit meh?" Coi. LOL! I wont resit la. I'll make sure i PASS! Current Issue!!! You're the next wickest horror. Have mercy on me. =.=

Something~

2009-06-29T11:18:00.000+08:00

Going to rot and grow mushrooms for one month. Yeap.. i'm having holidays now. And like when everyone is gonna leave Kuching when my holidays start. Blame the timing. Hmph.

I'm working on a new template. XML and those codings are killing. @.@ We'll see how it turns out. =DDDDDDDD

Weather is seriously nice today. This is the best weather to rot. Raining and cold ... *snuggle under blanket*

Till then. =P

Free! I'll back with more updates soon

2009-06-27T13:50:00.000+08:00

Due to some circumstances, the owner of this blog has decided not update anything for quite some time. Candyclarie will be back with updates soon. Soon! She knows that this blog is growing more cobwebs and mushrooms.

Thanks for your concern, care and support. =) Cheers.

Busy busy busy

2009-04-20T19:45:00.000+08:00

It's busy busy busy despite i'm having a one week hols nw. Need to prepare for 3 mid sem tests after the break and whereby all of it consist from 20%-30%!!! Rawr... 2 more assignments to go and and more postingsss. Wish me lots of luck. Especially TAX!

I'm getting pretty fed up of replies and postings already. Help.... @.@""""

Hope to have some meet up before my testSSSSssss next week.

Will need some time to kickstart this bloggie again.

Side Tales:

Anyone wants to watch Fast and Furious?

Edited

2009-04-11T10:43:00.000+08:00

CHEERING UP! =)

Side Tales:

Who am i anyway... Plain somebody and just anybody...

2009-04-08T20:35:00.000+08:00

ULTIMATELY DEPRESSED. THANK YOU.

Blue colouring me...

2009-03-27T14:04:00.000+08:00

I'm just emotionally uneasy. I'm not stress. Less likely will be too. I have way much stress last sem ho. So comparing to last sem... Fuh! You just dont know how shitty it was. I'm just not feeling that nice. Diagnose my condition, Sue. Lol!

Why why why...

There are too many reasons that affects the blueness in me. One of the reason... pimples? =.= uh huh.

Ahhh..

Some people change, some people dont. It's no longer the same. I'm starting to realize more of it. N it gets worst each day? =.=

Haih. I need ice cream.

It's a fish... no it's a Robot!

2009-03-21T18:56:00.000+08:00

This beautiful blue shinny fish caught my eyes in the papers today. Introducing to you new fish species.. Robot Fish! Invented by scientists at Essex University. I find this very cool. It looks like a fish.. it swims freely like a fish. No remote control at all. Woot! Besides this fish can detect pollution in seas or lake. This fish is created for a good purpose. And it's a beauty! This is what scientists are for!!!

Thumbs up and salute. =DDD

Check out this video. Cool.

Side Tales: Hold on tight. The heat is on.

Blue feeling. Think happy! Happy! Be strong!!! Yarrr... yes i can.

Grrrr...

2009-03-15T11:52:00.000+08:00

Doing so much research for posting and wasting bloody time on bloody replies makes me lose intention to update this blog. Repeating concept, crap almost the same thing everytime! Grrrr...

I'm one dissatisfied customer taking CRM. Damn..

Side Tales: Wo tiu si kua pua liao. Mai kuan, mai chap su. Gong ah ne ce... Aa ah ne ce pun bo yong. Liao kui lat. Tiu si zi ku wa "Hua hi ka song du ho." Lalala~ =.=

Sucks.

2009-03-12T17:58:00.000+08:00

Loading webpage KILLs my patience. Sucks.

STREAMYX definitely sucks.

No money coming in but only money going out. Sucks.

Work like hell for... NOthing. Sucks.

Deadlines screaming at you like crazy. Sucks.

Stares at it and still nothing goes in. Sucks.

Food in cafeteria... Sucks.

The heat is pumping. Sucks.

The "xian" feeling. Sucks.

Sucks!

Love your black hair!

2009-03-07T20:55:00.000+08:00

Side Tales: I must end the temptation. Less korean dramas! Aaaja! Lol!!!

Do you actually know how Shakira look like when she's younger? She's a beauty! I was pretty shock at first. I think she looked amazingly beautiful that time. Long black lucious hair. Sweet!

She makes me wanna keep my hair black for some time again. Hehe. There goes the intention to dye my hair. LOL! Oh well~ =P

Have a look for yourself. She looks sultry seductive in this video. =P

Roll it~

2009-03-05T09:51:00.000+08:00

So uni has already started. Happy and excited to be back. And there were suprises and very unexpected suprises. Oh well~~ Not going to bother and be bothered anymore. Hope it's gonna be a good semester. *Fingers crossed*

Seems like everyone is leaving Kuching. Ok not everyone but most of them. The thought was there's greener path overseas and also over THE sea. How sad Kuching is. Lol! No doubt Kuching has this long weeds to clear but the soil is still good. You just need the extra hard work to create a garden. I'll be on the journey to pull those long weeds. Hmph! Wish me luck.

Meantime, enjoy Swinburne before everyone starts leaving and before graduation. Woo whee~

Side Tales: Some poeple have a big heart. Still love and care for a special someone even though they can just be friends. That's what love really is huh? Hmm.. I'm seeing more of this big heart people.

Mighty Sun..

2009-03-01T12:35:00.000+08:00

Side Tales: Happy birthday again Jing!!! =DDD Cant be there to celebrate with you but enjoy ur big day ya! Remember ur present is at Kuching! You know.. =P HAha... *hugs*

This photo just sparks some thoughts in me. Is it possible to achieve the impossible?

It's all in the mind. It's just the matter which perspective you are looking at. Left? Right? Up? Down? Look far instead but be cautious of the near too.

You dont have to be like "someone" to be a someone. You are the someone being yourself.

I want to hold the magnificant sun someday...

I will.

p/s: I'm looking forward meeting Swinburne buddies and lecturers tomorrow. Whee~

Blue is special

2009-02-22T13:52:00.000+08:00

I want to be that little blue birdie. Lol! Its name is superb fairy-wren.

Haha!

It looks cute. Its name is super magical. And it's bright blue! Cute...

But it's a male. =.= So handsome lo... Lol! The one on the right is female. So not magically special. =.=

Side Tales:

One more week to go~~ Whee~~ Less formal clothes from then on. Haha. =P

I guess i'll miss Sze Hui the most. Huhu.. Hope we can work at the same firm next time. =D

You see...

2009-02-20T19:30:00.000+08:00

No matter how much you have regretted in the past, you will still move on to the future.

No matter how suffering it is now, you will still miss the struggling moments in the end.

No matter how bad that person is to you today, you will still smile back at that person in the future.

No matter how despair you become, you will still gain satisfaction the next time.

Doesnt matter it's cruel gloomy darkness, there will be bright cheerful sunshine coming.

Keep.... holding on...

Hmmm...

2009-02-19T20:48:00.000+08:00

photo credits to *littlemewatever. =)

I have been thinking again. I looked out the window and began to ponder upon on what i've done and what has to be done. Things just got to move on. Like weather. Hmm... Hmm... Feeling dreamy these days. On cloud 9 or 10 perhaps? Lol.

Pour out every single thing... reach out... wings up high... piece of cake... every cute little sweet nice juicy things on top... above clouds... breeze... joy.... Hmmm....

Hmmm..yes.

I want.

Hmph!

I just blog to say...

2009-02-14T13:26:00.000+08:00

I love you...

God, my family, my dear, my deers, all my friends and my readers...

And i meant it from the bottom of my heart...

Lalala~~~

Stevie Wonder's song rewinding in my head. Hehe.

Happy Valentine's Day everyone. *Hugs* =)

Pon & Zi

2009-02-11T20:29:00.000+08:00

Side Tales: I lost the very first feeling of working. The excitement, the eagerness. Now i'm only excited and eager to go back Swinburne. Lol! I hate going back late from work. Grrr... N I feel abit troubled. Should i go talk it over. Or it's just me being over sensitive. The thing is i cared. Before and still. It's bothering me. Is someone the same too?

I just got to know what this cute little things are called from my cousin. It's Pon and Zi. Lol! Cant help sharing this here. Haha. Found this two pics very meaningful. =)

This is just simply cute. It just makes me smile and laugh. Hehe. =D

This is just devilishly cute. HAHA! I like gummy bears or gummy sweets BUT because i love the chewy sweet feeling. =P

Vals is coming. Remember vals is for everyone. No matter single or couple.

Express your love, ppl. =)

我要快乐

2009-02-07T17:58:00.000+08:00

Side Tales: Teach me... teach me chinese. One day teach me one word would do. One person teach one. Sure can master it fast! Haha.

这几天我一直在想太多。

我心里感到不安。

为什么？为什么？

我只是说不出口。

Bie fan se me lan tung si le.

我要快乐!

~~~~~~~~张惠妹的歌给 dear. 非常喜欢这首歌。哈哈!

原來你什麼都不想要.......

我不要你的承諾

不要你的永遠

只要你好好久久愛我一遍

就算虛榮也好

貪心也好

哪個女人對愛不自私不奢望

"我不要你的承諾
不要你的永遠
只要你真真切切愛我一遍"

What's to see in KL?

2009-02-03T20:03:00.000+08:00

Side Tales: I'm bored in office. Omg. Cant wait till i get to go client. =.=
Time sure is slow when you have nothing to do. Grrr.

Good luck, take care and tata to my 2 fren, Aldrin and Kwang Yang.

Saw the biggest hibiscus ever seen with my very own eyes. Very big petals. 0.0

Saw the most orchids ever planted in a park. Orchids bloom on "special" days. Seeing that many bloom at a time.. i respect the people planting them. =P

Saw the beautiful BLUE pigeon. Dont think u can see blue pigeons in Kuching. Haha.

And find these birds extremely hilarious with them sleeping on their back and with one feet in the water. =P

Saw a mini rainbow. =)

Saw two little cute owl sleeping side by side. Very cute~~ Hehe.

Saw the full lion dance performance with those tiangs for the first time.

Lastly, saw lights shinning down from heaven.

Have a nice day. =D

Blackout...

2009-02-02T14:07:00.000+08:00

Side Tales: KL still has tat many ppl during CNY. Unbelievable but less traffic tho. =) My dear friends, u all get tired visiting. I get tired walking at Mid Valley. Haha.

I had bad diarrhea. A few mins after lau sai.. my sight went blurry. I saw bright shinny colors. At the same time i barely hear anything. My body felt weak as ever. I barely feel myself. *sigh* There goes the fainting spell. But lucky i did not faint. I got shock of my life when my fingers cramped. Like stroke. Scary. So i am that weak. Kanasai.

So, ever taste near death? =.=" *Sigh*

Bomb the skies with colours...

2009-01-24T12:03:00.000+08:00

Side Tales: What if... What if.. I have been thinking. I feel clueless and numb at times.

Gonna miss the colourful skies when clock strikes 12. Huhu... >.<

Saw awesome fireworks pics on Google. Simply breath taking. Woot. Lols.

*Wow*

Excited that it's holiday!!!!!! Haha... =DDD Yeah~~~

Have a great CNY everyone.

HAPPY CNY TO ALL

2009-01-23T17:45:00.000+08:00

Side Tales: Work is boring! *sobs* Testing testing testing!!!

I notice i have not been walking fast ever since my last step out of Swinburne. Lol! I keep passing Swinburne everday. I miss uni edy. First time ever i miss uni tat early. @.@

Wanna wish everyone Happy Chinese New Year. Gong Xi Fa Cai. Cai yuan quen quen lai. =P

May you all have a blessed and prosperous Ox Year. Give me big ang pow ya. =P

Will be flying on this Sunday morning. All i'm thinking of is shop.. shop.. shop. Omg. Lol!

=P Till then.

Lovin it so~

2009-01-19T20:09:00.000+08:00

Side Tales: I feel better. Work make me feel better. Erk. Lol! Tis afternoon was so bored at client's place. I guess i can be pro in solitaire edy. =.=" My senior have been talking alot of financial issues. Hmm...looking ahead. Earning money is not easy. May God bless me.

I think i want to get a real pup for my own in future. Wahahah.. wait till i am financially stable, *cough..rich..cough* and have nothing else to spend on. =P

So cute~~~ Hehe.. At least there's something that will cheer me up after work with its ultimate cuteness. Wahahah. And of coz it's needs to be well-trained. Imagine the horrible shit everywhere. Ewh. Lol!

"Siao kao".. my tendancy to call every dog... "Siao". Wahahah. =P

Cutie says Hi.. *hugs*

Miserable emo shitness

2009-01-18T12:38:00.000+08:00

Side Tales: I wont be around during CNY. Will on be back on the 4th day of CNY. Can start visiting on 5th day. =) P/s: tell me in advance when you're coming to avoid dissappointment. Haha. And have the least expectations of CNY cookies or cakes varieties ya. Lol!

Feeling most miserable this weekend. Even the weather is not on my side. Fark. Everything just doesnt go its way. Fark.

When everything turns cold and when you have no one to turn to... nobody understand. Or at least try to understand.

I am 21 already for God's sake. Yet, nobody understand my nature and actions. For God Christ, i'll only say I want something when i seriously think i need it.

Yes when i'm bloody angry. I dont feel like talking. When i'm bloody sad, I dont feel like talking too. That's me. I'm this bloody type of person. So, that's bloody wrong?

I am tired of thinking. *walks away*

Ramblings

2009-01-15T18:13:00.000+08:00

I feel happy and emo at the same time for my results. How should i put it? I keep on feeling bad that it will affect my work in future. Sucks. Anyhow, i feel ok already. I will pour in more effort and focus on studies this sem. Aaaaja!!! =D

Have been thinking alot lately too. Especially about work. Imagine.. gonna graduate in 11 months. Omg so fast.. Hmph! Decisions... decisions...

I have been eating outside everday when i'm working this month. And eating outside nowadays is so expensive. Damn. Pending area also expensive. Darn... I'm gonna be so broke by this weekend. Noooo..... >.<

I hope the rain stop soon. I want to go shopping. I have not buy my cny shoes yet. Darn. Help.. suggestions.. where ah???

Kuching is flooding

2009-01-12T19:32:00.000+08:00

Side Tales: An episode of korean drama a day keeps my day filled. Lol! Why am i so into korean dramas? No reason. Just into it. =P

Omg.. results will be out soon. I dont know how will it go. Most of the time i stop myself from thinking about it. In fact i''m damn anxious. =.= I know i sort of screwed my finals. Huhu. Darn... Feel horrible. =.= *Mourns*

I just cant help complaining about the rain. It's raining again. Non stop. =.=" Killing my mood most of the times... including shopping, work, and going out mood. Not only the air is damp... but most roads are floaded during the high tides. =.= I'm trying my best to stay healthy during this crazy weather. How to escape the rain?

Whatever that is concern about nature, it's getting worst each year. Dear skies, stop crying. We, humans are deliberately sorry for our selfish polluting actions. Sighs..

Beep: Hope you are taking good care of yourself over there, dear. *Hugs*

Should i???

2009-01-11T15:28:00.000+08:00

Side Tales: Non stop raining.. omg... it's so cold and so damp. I hate raining days. Please dont rain tommorrow.

I just got a feeling of being abit wild. Eh... abit. LOL! I love blue so much. Feel like higlighting it blue... wahahah. Looks so cool. But then i cant wear much colors. Doesnt match. =.="

So anime-ish huh? LOL! p/s: Look at the hair not the face. This blue looks nice too. Not too bright. =D

If blue is freaky.. get red then. What about red. Red highlights matches black hair. =P

Striking red with a lil curls. Nice??? =P

Itchy feeling of highlighting striking bright colors. Wahahah. Should i??? Hmm.. *think think think* But that has to wait till i finish working. Aih..

This year the chance to do something wild before working, accounting friends. Audit firms need you to be professionally dressed. Need to be lao sik kia... Lol! =.=

So, should i horr... errm errm.. @.@

Rain.. rain.. rain..

2009-01-10T11:58:00.000+08:00

Today is raining like crazy. Downpour every minute, every hour. The air even gives the tingling shiver of cold. Rain makes me sleepy. Rain makes me lazy too. Just stay at home and do nothing. I hate raining days especially when i'm going to work. It just drives the kicking mood away. Soaky wet feet, heels and pants. That's just uncomfortable.

Well, rain the best when you need rest. *Yawn.. covers with blanket*

Rain... rain... rain.. go away. I want to shop. Lol!

It's a miracle that i did this...

2009-01-09T20:15:00.000+08:00

Rule 1: People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. (BLAH..)
Rule 2 : Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.
These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continuing this game by sending it to other people. (BlAH... rules are meant to be broken..)

Tagged by deers- Ori, & Weiling.. Since i hardly do tags, do this one nia ah.

1. Do you have secrets?
~ my secrets, people's secrets are all safe with me. I'll bring down my grave. =P

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
~ Ehh..I'm already in love with someone older? As long he's mature in his thoughts, words, action. =P

3. Do you enjoy going to college?
~ I enjoy uni! Uni rocks still despite some flaw.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
~ Put in bank, get monthly interest income (goyang kaki at home), shop till 'song' daily, and safe a little from that then baru travel around the world! Woot. Wahaha.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
~ I love all my friends la. Love them as friends. =)

6. What do you prefer? Touching story or happy story?
~ Both? I still prefer comedy! I like to laugh.. I want to laugh my intestines out. How? =P

7. List recently watched movies.
~ In cinema, Twilight. (the main actor not suai la ok =p)

~At home, James bond.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
~ Die heart and give him my blessings and he better be happy with that gal. Or else... knock his head real hard. Lol!

9. List 5 favourite songs. (Most current)
~ Errr dun have one now. Lol.

10. Do you have any regrets?
~ Do tags? XD

~I dont regret anything now. What has done, has been done. Looking ahead now. =P

11. What are your favourite emoticon used recently?
~ =.=

~ =P

12. What are your favourite saying recently?
~Lol.. counted?

~Mai siao la..

~Siao..

13. What kind of person do you think the person that tagged you is?
~ Olala- Nice to bully, simple, and blur.. XP

~Weiling- Funny, fun to talk with, and sporting XD

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
~ married and rich. Always ask for more. HAHAHA!

15. What is your favourite color?
~ Baby blue!!!

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
~ Meaning of all? Doesnt sound right. =.=

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, which one would you choose?
~ I choose my tiger!!! Psst..Can i have both? Wahaha. Why guys can marry two wifes and women cant marry two husband? U tell me... if dun know which one is the father to the child mah go DNA testing la. OMG LOL!

18. What are the top 5 places on your "to-go" list?
~ Korea... must go enjoy the beautiful romantic scenery. tsk tsk tsk

~ Places that has nice beautiful landscape, scenery, tulips, snow, nice beach and most important of all... nice food.. XD

19. Name 3 things you would like to do but would never be able to.
~ 'Never' sound bad. Erk. I can do anything i like.. it's just the matter of will. Wuahahah...

20. 6 people I wanna tag

I tag ... anyone who wants to be tagged. =.=

People.. people

2009-01-06T22:11:00.000+08:00

Side Tales: I have been thinking alot about the future lately. Especially financially. Omg. =.= How am i going to pay my loan as soon as possible.

How does chaos with mix emotions and raging hormones started? People.... People... People.. Believe it or not. Handling people is way harder than handling animals. Lol! Please be careful with your words and actions. Pandai pandai lah. Haiyo.. Treat people nice sincerely, you'll be welcome anywhere.

What's the point to be so poisonous, backstabbing and backfiring here there?Jealousy.. Crap. So much for the sensitivity. Hah!

What's more funny is that when nothing spoken or mentioned has to do with tat person, but that person terasa. Defend somemore. One simple reason because that person has did something wrong towards him/her. Bukan fitnah tetapi sendiri yang termakan perbuatan terkutuk sendiri. Terkena la sekarang. Padan muka.

Amboi amboi.. *Shakes head*

Create peace for God's sake. Peace... for once. PEACE.

Small but BIG heart

2009-01-05T19:02:00.000+08:00

Side Tales: Some people are just nice to talk with. They love to share about their job..their stories, their opinions, their advice. No matter how good or bad it is, they have no shame about it. That's just simply interesting. Met an awesome lady today. =)

Nick Vujicic just came across my mind. He is a man with a big heart despite his disabilities. I look up on his capability as a good public speaker and an interesting God's child.

He look like any ordinary ang moh. But look again. No arms or legs. You question "How to survive?" I did have this thought before that if a person with no legs or arms, he or she will be totally useless.. but he turn my perception all upside down.

His words are very motivating indeed. Such deep faith in God. Best part of his speech was that he mentioned God created him that way for a reason. To spread the presence of loving God and loving Jesus. God created us differently for a reason. True indeed.

His disabilities did not pulled him back from the studying, socialing and enjoying the wonders of the world. For all the heavy challenges that he has to bear physically, i will say he is a successful man for his words would touch anyone's heart and his will in achieving in life.

Salute! *Fill with respect*

p/s: God created me 'not that smart' for a reason. I tell you why. So, smart asses can be call as smart (so dun be hao lian, you wont be damn smart if everyone is as smart as u!) LOL! And, in order for me to work hard to learn more that smartasses. Yeah man. That feels great. =PPP

Sparkling clean..

2009-01-04T16:32:00.000+08:00

CNY is coming soon. So soon that, mum keep pestering me to clean here there. =.=

Clean clean clean~~~~

Throw all the bad luck. Clear all unnecessary stuff. Turn the dusty to sparkling brand new.

Yea keep spring cleaning whole day, i'm all worn out. Crap.

Side Tales: Results is coming out in a couple of days. Oh noooooo... T_T Hopefully it does not leave me in despair.

What i want this year...

2009-01-03T13:37:00.000+08:00

I read back what i blog about my Christmas wish for 2008. It was satisfying. I got to accomplish a number of wishes. Meaningful year indeed. I got what i want but not everything of coz. Lol. This year gotta achieve more goals! Aaaja!

Goals in 2009

1. Master Basic Mandarin. This has been my goal ever since when but always fail half way. It's different in Kuching. When u're in business, it's a chinese thing. Mandarin is used so frequently. Grrr... This will be tough.

2. Stay healthier and build stronger stamina and bones. Remember the 5 crucial thing to become an qualified accountant. "To be fit and healthy" Seriously, work aint easy. You nid to be always healthy and strong to keep rocking at work and have fun after work. Gotta start exercise to curb osteoporosis too.

3. Focus on what's important and better time management. Last year, i always sacrifice my studies and entertainment for clubs' stuff. Time to be more self-centred. Watever you call it. This year, no more. Freedom. Whee.. Got alot of stuff to do this year, so need to manage time very well.

4. Experience and $$. Haha. I'm gonna strive for this. Know more, learn more & earn more also. Lol! Got any kantao find me ya. =D I hate asking $$$ from my parents, will earn tiny winny $$$ for myself this year.

5. Read and study back accounting basics. My God, after working i realise I forget some of the double entry especially accruals. =.=" Tiam.

6. Try new things/ grab new opportunities. Challenge myself to do something new this year. Haha. Try new stuff before entering the workforce. I want to ..... create something. Hehe!

7. Be "Jacq-licious" Haha. LOL! I want to be different. I want to make a difference too. Bring peace and sunshine. Give people chances and hope that i wasnt given. There's no need to be so bloody ngiao ci like some ppl.

8. Stay happy, positive and bright always. Woot.. Rock on~~

8 to stay lucky and prosperous. HAHA!

Side Tales: I want my very own camera. For no specific reasons. Just feel like having one now. Lol!

2009 Year of Change

2009-01-02T19:59:00.000+08:00

Yup. That should be it about 2009. Change! New goals, new mindset, new challenges, new ideas, new interest, new passion. Newwwww clothes too. Hahaha. =P This year i shall accomplish my goals and aims before graduating from Swinburne. One year.. there's not much time too lose. 2009 is the year for improvements and gain as much knowledge as i can.

Recap of 2008...

2008 was filled with colours. I went through heaven and hell. In the end of the day, those ups and downs will be lessons not to be forgotten and i'll bring it to the future. No more repeating history. Hmph! I did the unexpected by accepting someone new in my life last year. A step that i myself was fear of taking at the first place. *laughs laughs* Really. And that changed part of my life from then on.

Good moments of 2008

I had good times with him. I had nice surprises from him. He was always there with his lectures and concern when i felt crappy. The time spent with him was priceless. Thank you! The christmas bear was really a surprise, your handicraft was great. For a guy. Hahaha. Still love you even though u're so "bad". Haha. *Hugs*

I like sincerity. "Uh sim du ho liao." And i like suprises. lol. I remembered the unexpected Ori, Sue and the guys came and wish me Happy birthday after my class. That was nice. Hehe. I like the spirit that deers tried to hang out together when everyone's back despite some challenges. LOL! One year dont know see how many times only. Erk.

Thank everyone who had work with me in any events. Thank you! Felt most great and relief after Spring Charity Fashion Show and CPA Leadership Camp and Hawaiian Night pulled off well. p/s: Grace, i will never forget your utmost help. =D I got to work with some awesome people. Their inner values and hard work will pay off one day. Grace, Ron, Ian etc.. i am sure u all 'll be successful people in future. Met awesome nice people too. Caroline Yeo is one sporting director and very inspirational for me.

As for studies, I noe Miew Hee always have been a great help and a good helpful group member. Thank you! Dun noe la.. I just feel like inspired to study with her. Hahaha. Keep speaking mandarin with her.. I improve from there also. Hehe.

I started a job and got the feeling of getting my first pay. Thanks to Sik or else i wont be working at Kenny Roggers. Even though the work kinda sucks after a while, but i do have nice moments there. Best times was the time during TheSpring's opening. Did the most promoting and most orders in my life. Woot. Always become hostess, control crowd, did frontline before leaving. Quite impressed actually. LOL! Met some nice customers too and some remember me. I'm so touched. T_T I remember one Indonesia lady, her daughter is learning at Tyng's dance academy and i met her at Spring Charity Fashion Show. Small world indeed. =D

Did my first voluntary humantarian work for World Vision- One Life. Chio Aure to join me also. Haha. ExSwinburne bah. I felt useful. I was on shift as doctor in the so call "clinic". I remember this lady was so into the story and was so scared. She thought i'm gonna do blood test. Lol! Another one is like "Aisi positive. Why i get positive?" That was funny. HAHA!

Bad moments of 2008

I was so busy starting Sem 2. Battling deadlines, events, emotions. Was so tired and pissed and it sucks. *Show middle finger* I felt i was struggling alone and i knew i was drifting apart from my social life. I could not have much time to chit chat with amigas. Did not really chat with deers too. Kanasai.

I saw the dominator eyes again. The same aura as the past. I had enough dealings with this species. Adios. Then, there's the double face pretenders. Best actors and actresses of the year. Total suck up hypocrites. And, I met new species of a seriously pain in the ass. Totally unbearable. I learnt this from someone. "May they stay one place forever. Cause less harm to others." Yea.. so long suckers.

Arguments, tears... It's horrible terrible.

Down the drain to the bad moments! Flush it down. Hahah. Overall, 2008 was a interesting year. I have no regrets for what path i went through and what decisions i've made. I'm moving on and rocking~~

2009 here i come...

Counting the days to 2009

2008-12-29T09:49:00.000+08:00

Side Tales: Arggghhh.. as 2009 come closer. Results is coming out soon too. Hope it does not spoil my CNY! T_T I feeeeeeel............................... eemmmm. Nothing. =.="

Tick tock tick tock...as the clock strike 12.. everyone starts screaming "happy new year". Enjoy the magnificant sparkling skies and, we get older by another year...huhu.. LOL!

Why do people look forward to a new brand year? Simple. Waiting for another new cycle, reborn the new and better person in you. A fresh new start with new goals and strong spirits. New inspirations and new challenges. Woot!

Well, it takes hard work to bring words to action. No point wishing, dreaming and hoping to have something and nothing in the end. Eg. scholarship. Then you'll go *haiya.. fill with regrets* Damn i hate that feeling. That's why i have no christmas wish this year. I earn or gain something for what i have pour hardwork, sacrifice, interest and passion onto. Yarrr.. bring it on.

Meantime, shopping...... I feel so "shoppy" these days. Omg. =P I still want to buy. Lol!

Merry Christmas!

2008-12-24T23:53:00.000+08:00

Jacq wishes everyone a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

Seriously i had a very late christmas and shopping mood this year. Say one day before christmas? LOL! What to do... *Blame Ah Jing* Wahaha. JK. Jk.. =P

I'm very happy this christmas. Whee.. Manage to celebrate with deers and got a suprise from dear. Hehe. Thanks for the wishes and presents everyone. =DDD

2009 up next. Woot! Another interesting year waiting!

May God bless you all. Cheers.

Work.. work... work..

2008-12-19T10:14:00.000+08:00

Blogging from office... Tsk tsk tsk. =p

Not much update these days. Just work work work. 1st day of work is SUPER DUPER BORING! omg.. i can even sleep in the office. =.=" Feel horribly useless and too free. Guess i am just used to the busy mode during studies. Hmph!

Thank goodness, after the first day finally i got proper work to do. Phew..

Wittt.. back to work!

Back from Damai

2008-12-12T10:55:00.000+08:00

Back! Back from the CPA Leadership Camp and Hawaiian Night! Wiitttt.. finally it's over. I'm thankful that it run smoothly. =DDD Thankful that God is on my side that it's sunny during the games. Overall, it was good. I'm satisfied. =)

Pics.. wait till i got it lah.. Or you can see it at Facebook first! =DDD

Time has come! I'm gonna start working NEXT WEEK! Looking forward to that too. Still keeping my fingers crossed .. hope to work with nice friendly people. ^^

At the mean time ...absorb some christmas mood.

Felis lavidad~~~

I dont feel Christmas

2008-12-06T12:36:00.000+08:00

This is the first time ever by December and i still dont feel Christmas...

I dont look forward for anything... I dont care any longer... =.=

Christmas???

Maybe when the time is nearer. Or next year.

I Declare HOLIDAY!!!

2008-12-02T21:25:00.000+08:00

Finally, finals come to an end! Phew... all those sleepless nights and nightmare. =.= I still have nightmare failing Audit. That's so shiat! =.= The latest nightmare was failing 3 subjects.

Believe it or not? What the.. =.=

Watching "My little bride" . A nice Korean movie. Wahahaha..you all should watch. It's so funny. Will do a review of it soon.

Well, the best damn thing in previous post was.. i'll be starting working in Deloitte from 15 December! Whee.. Call it internship or training or part time job..whatsoever.. I got something to do this holiday. No nid to do job hunting like last time. Happy.. =DDD

I went for the interview and managed to meet some nice friendly staff. Hopefully the other audit staff are nice. Hopefully Deloitte is a good place to work too. Keep my finger crossed! =) My dear friends, Deloitte is so near Swinburne, so can find me for lunch if i dont have job outside office ya. =P

Meanwhile.. CPA Leadership Camp and Hawaiian Night on 10 December!!! Busy busy still. Woot cant wait to give it a blast for that last event! =DDD Wish me.. sun sun li li.. and lots of good luck and help me pray that it doesnt rain on that day! God please help me. =S

I miss korean dramas!!!!

2008-11-28T20:03:00.000+08:00

How many months din watch any korean dramas! Damn! Ever since semester break. =.=

Die die also must watch this hols. I found a few nice korean dramas edy! WAhahaha.. cant wait to watch. KOREAN dramas, i will catch up! =P

Ladidadida... =P

Damn i cant concentrate! =.= DAMN!

And I cant understand! LAGI DAMN!

RAWRRRR! DAMN! This is such a DAMN moment. OK DAMN it!

p/s: BEST DAMN THING YET TO BE SHARED! =P

Something not be missed

2008-11-23T14:52:00.000+08:00

If you so happen to see a Lipton nuffnang advertisement at my blog. Do try out the game.

Pretty creative. Well, i'm not judging whether how true Lipton or how amazing Lipton is. Side effect of Lipton. LOL! But the other side of the view, is the corporate thingy.. Interesting information. =P

How you handle your boss... those things. Read espeacially on the nightmare boss! Funny but.. I've experience all 4 characteristics already. CRAP! Seriously =.="""""""""""

Guess they should insert how you handle different type of pranksters?

Till then. FINALSS!!!!!

Side tales: Audit!!!!!! Audit!!!!!!! HAIH so sad............... Any difference reading and not reading? No! =.=

I'm pretty screwed. Shiat.

Best picture of the day~

2008-11-07T23:25:00.000+08:00

A pic says it all

2008-11-01T19:02:00.000+08:00

One Step At A Time

2008-10-27T18:13:00.000+08:00

Side Tales:

My headphone is spoilt! T_T So sad. Can hear one side only..

My october is crazy. Weekly deadlines.. multiple tasks to be completed. Sacrificing leisure time. Imagine how long i did not hang out for fun with amigas. =.= All i can say is.. siao... siao.. and siao... This song "one step at a time" by Jordin Sparks really sings out my frustration. This is one good song that reminds me to take it step by step, to take things easy. I'm trying.. Staying strong!

[Verse 1]
Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

[Bridge]
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
We live and we learn to take

[Chorus]
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

[Verse 2]
You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

[Bridge]
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
We live and we learn to take

[Chorus]

One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

[Verse 3]
When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way we get there
Is one step at a time

[Chorus]
Take one step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

[Chorus]
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

Listen to the song! THIS SONG IS JUST AWESOME! Especially for stressed ppl. HAHA! =P

Breathing still..

2008-10-26T12:06:00.000+08:00

Completed ACA test! Left one 1 test and 2 presentations then finals! Still need to catch up with CPA stuff too. It's all about money! =.=

Well, at least i feel lighter. Going to be end of October. Woot! Time is flying..

I need to reward myself!

I need good tasty food.

I need a good crazy laugh.

I need good hippy music.

I need to shake away these stress.

I should work out a pampering schedule... hmmm..

Adios. Till then. =)

Grrr... =.=

2008-10-20T18:47:00.000+08:00

I want to breakdown and cry

I want to scream my lungs out

I want to smash things into pieces

I want to throw all the pekchek ness inside of me!

I am sick

Physically T_T blowing out virus..argh

Mentally T_T going 7th mile, who noes?

Spiritually T_T not enuf of sleep. Zombie alive..

ARRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...

=.=

SUFFOCATING....

2008-10-08T09:54:00.000+08:00

*faints*

=.=

Yarr...

2008-10-06T15:20:00.000+08:00

I'm back after my stressful busy weeks. *Grumble* *Complain* Arghh..

Anyhow, Audit Test is over. Yeah. Relief. A few pounds of stress gone. Still got tests and assignments and club matters to be completed. >.<" Stress goes on.

Need to undergo another week of stress again for coming deadlines. T.T

Do me a favour.. keep me at peace! I badly need alot of focus.

FOCUS.... *Hum*

p/s: Will update again when i have time. =)

Crazy month ahead

2008-09-24T16:46:00.000+08:00

I'm tired. There's just so many things to be done. So many things undone. Progress are still behind time. Pretty upset at times that i dont have the time to do what I like! I still got a few decos in plan! I just need time.

Seriously... Sometimes i wonder why should i trouble and stress myself with so many stuff to be done. Think it at the moment... whereby i can choose to have more free time to kick some korean dramas... laid-back life... Hang out with friends more often...Goyang kaki whole day with movies and animes.. Spend more time reading newspapers ka... Go window shopping ka..

Honestly, because I'm Jacq. Busy with this and that makes my life filled up and worthwhile. Think again....Well, there's ONLY one Jacq that's crazy busy in Swinburne. LOL! Gambateh!

Next time.. want to give me present.. GIVE ME TIME! Haha. =P Want to ajak me also better make earlier appointment. Just in case... LOL. =P

Take a bow

2008-09-23T09:43:00.000+08:00

Evil men must bow down before the good, and the wicked, at the gates of the just. (Proverbs 14:19)

Hmm.. get it in your brain.

I actually find songs with the title " take a bow" quite aching. Lol! It just gives you that kind of feeling that your had enough of those crap especially good actors and actresses. Damn doubleface pretenders.

Madonna's Version

Take a bow, the night is over

This masquerade is getting older

Light are low, the curtains down

Theres no one here

[There's no one here, there's no one in the crowd]

Say your lines but do you feel them

Do you mean what you say when theres no one around[no one around]

Watching you, watching me, one lonely star

[one lonely star you dont know who you are]

Chorus:

Ive always been in love with you [always with your]

I guess youve always known its true [you know its true]

You took my love granted why, oh why

(You must listen to the chorus at least... the granted verse sound nice.. her voice just changed from a different tone. Nice!)

This show is over say goodbye

Say, Goodbye. [bye-bye] Say goodbye.

(Saying good bye is the hardest yet sometimes the best thing to do. It's not running away from your problems but saving yourself the devilish distruction. Might as well earn peace somewhere. Sick of it then....ADios!)

Rihanna's Version

Ohh, how about a round of applause
Yeah, standing ovation
Oooh ohh yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah

You look so dumb right now (Dumb dumb dumb!)
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out
(The please.. makes you speechless. =P)

An' don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
(Damn... i just love this part. HAHA)

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now (but it's over now)
Go on and take a bow

Now bowing is not something that nice anymore huh? Wahahah..

Cheers.

Those days...

2008-09-21T12:29:00.000+08:00

Brand new files,

Pilling from day to day,

May it be rocky trumbling seas,

May it be vicious dark spirits,

Life goes sailing as usual.

Silence bears everything,

Ignorance bears nothing,

Deep breath of sighes,

Heavy concerns bursted,

Thus, steam turns to vapour.

Hands feel the jitters of stings,

Feelings of squashes of lime,

Thundering heartbeat pounding,

Cuts and stings bleeding sour,

Silently, smearing the night with tears.

Side Tales:

I am always the one anticipating people's return.. always waiting for people to be back. Always.

Turn it around this time.

Anticipating or look forward to see me when you're back?

Heck. =.=

FINALLY!!! Whee....

2008-09-19T09:05:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the late update. Was working on hell assignments. Good news is??? It's official done!!! Completed!!! Yeah!!!

*Scream my lungs out* Fill with satisfaction!!! Well, i'm just glad that i've completed one of my assignments. A few kilograms off my shoulder. Wheee... I am reaching to be as free as a bird.

LOL!!!

Mid Sem break is here!!! I really need a time out before rushing here and there on my assignments and tests again.

A short post to kickstart my holiday. Hehe. Cheers.

Happy Mooncake Festival

2008-09-14T15:36:00.000+08:00

Sides Tales: Extremely tired with assignments. I can go word blind. Research is indeed tiring.

Candles, lantern and the night blend together. It's pretty romantic at times. ^^

Once a year you lite up lanterns.. paper lanterns ok..not musical cute lanterns. =X

Once a year the night is brighten up with lanterns...

Once a year the skies are glowing ... well only in China..

Once a year you burnt down some lanterns too. Hahah!

Yes, only on Mooncake Festival. HAPPY MOONCAKE FEST TO ALL!!!

BUSY mode rants

2008-09-11T18:05:00.000+08:00

Side Tales:

Some people are just so stinky selfish. All thoughts... all actions are just for own self-interest, self-recognition... for own bloody name and face. Sometimes it's just pretty sick. What can we do? Oh well, let them be. Look at them and be happy and gladful that we are not one of their 'pain-in-the-ass' species. Cheers, we ROCK!!!

A few kilograms of stress has just been uplifted from me. But guess what??? There are more to come. Great news.. my mid-sem break is coming soon. One week of holidays!!! The greater.. most.. awesome.. big news is that mid-sem break is going to be amazingly HECTIC CRAZY!

2 horrifying assignments!!! Nid to do bloody research AGAIN!

2 horror tests to prepare for. Nid to be bloody stress AGAIN!!!

Should i add on.. club matters??

Imagine to accomplish that in one week??!!! Can go hang myself now. T.T

Guess what again? Next month... EVERY WEEK I need to do research for E-marketing!!!

Therefore, pardon me for slow updates from now on. Wish me luck.

Tell me la.. so stressful how to gain weight like that? =.=""""

Need to rush my replies and aca assignment now before next week. Rawr! T.T

Touches from angel

2008-09-07T13:23:00.000+08:00

Side Tales:

Working on my company law. Digesting that hard core thingy. More stuff to be completed too. Rawr! Gotta keep on rocking~~~

There's too much darkness and hatred these days. Politics, racism, criticism, anger, disappointment, frust, stress... name it all, people. Spit it all out. Newspapers are depressingly filled with heaty facts. Nature is not too happy as well with Gustav rolling the skies and land. The rainy season is here and better be careful with the rocky seas, people.

p/s: Realise i use the word people rather than humans? hmm ... guess i've changed a bit again.

Everyone need some angelic touches of angel nowadays. A touch to warm and soften their black hard-rock hearts to get them back onto their feet and start thinking wisely and reacting wisely too.

I guess all our guardian angels are having a hard time making peace out of everyone. I assume they are heavily having meetings too on where's our morality gone to and perhaps on how to adjust it back. Hmm guess is just me thinking too much. Hah!

Sometimes mistakes just happen, sometimes problems just occur. Call it the process of life. Call it human nature to do make mistakes and to learn from it. To believe or not to believe that there's always a guardian angel assisting you. With wings or without wings. Visible or non visible.

In fact, with so much darkness, more people are growing invisible horns and stabbing each other with their "fork". =X Wahahah.. "fork" Break the curse and start growing wings, people... Start doing some kind rightful act from now on! Apologise when it's right to do so and mean it wholeheartedly. Accept apologise peacefully and learn from that too.

Good isnt good unless people feel nice about it. Bad isnt bad unless people starts complaining and screaming out loud.

May the peace be with you all always. ^^

Google Chrome @ Pokeball

2008-09-05T13:11:00.000+08:00

Side tales:Why must accounting students study law??? It's money related too. To sue and to be sued. Bug me, i "sue" you. Give Siu Yen Pin to you. Hahah.

Who like to be sued? Jon. Hahahaha. Grr i 'm turning nuts.

I just cant help posting this up. Haha!

You google search everyday. You'll definately come to know Google Chrome. Call me an early adopter as i have started to use google chrome ever since i saw it on the screen. =P Not going to crap how good or how bad it is. Nothing is perfect. Definately it has its flaw.

This is how the logo looks like. Do you come to see any similarities to something??? Very extra ordinary compared to other icons which usually has swirls around.

The more i use google chrome the more i find it looking like a POKE BALL!!! Wahahaha...

Google chrome icon is one advance pokeball!!! Hahah. Know Pokemon theme song? "Gotta catch 'em all" It kinda matches Google too. Hahahaha... Google gotta catch 'em all. Guess what pokemon does it catch???

Think think think....

I'll tell you the answer ... you, me , us... internet users!

Woot such a tough competitor for Mircosoft. Hahah!

Am i the only one who find Chrome looking like pokeball? LOL! Perhaps that's the consequences of my triple stress. =S

It's back AGAIN!

2008-09-04T20:08:00.000+08:00

Side Tales:

Trying my best to digest law!!! It's tastelessly horrible and awful!!! Any medication to this???

I think there's one. SCREAM AND SHOUT AFTER DIGESTING! Rawr!

Remember i did post about the knee bandage and my knee injury...

And now, it's back!!! Darn. Darn that it's not fully cured. Darn because of my clumsiness. Darn because i feel pain. Darn because i hate the pain and discomfort. Darn!

>.<

3 important lessons to be learnt:

1. Try to prevent hurting any part of your body from head to toe. You'll get fed up with the discomfort.

2. Keep yourself far from darn metal chairs. Find soft comfy sofa instead.

3. Dont pick up anything on the floor at all. Let it be and let other people pick it up instead. Cis.

Till then. Wish me luck in my coming company law test! T_______T Rawr!

I need miracles.

Ahh.. total sweatness

2008-09-02T18:37:00.000+08:00

I just noticed my company law test is next week!!! Shit. Luckily i talked to Miew Hee just now.

Merry Christmas. Congrats. My fear starts... Horror starts...

LAW....... my worst fear. This is all because of the 'P'. Shiat!

Anyhow i need to undergo law horror till next year. Imagine that. Rawr. Sobs..

*Struggles* *faints* *dead*

T_T

Addition to that, got new e-marketing posting again. NOOO...........

Posting + Law Test + ACA Assignment= Triple sweatness. -.-"""

Horror starts... Close your eyes. X.X

Peace in my mind

2008-08-31T16:44:00.000+08:00

Side Tales:
I'm waiting.... waiting ...waiting...
Gotta keep on ROCKING!!! Go go go... Aaaja!!!

Anyone see the point of being so damn patriotic just only on 31 Aug??? =X Right. So call the nationalism spirit.

These tulips.. the beauty just astound me. It makes me feel nice. ^^ Beautiful things do make people feel nice. Somehow it made me remembered something good some days ago. It made me feel spiritually better. I need to remind myself again.

It made me realise the goodness in every challenge, downfall, and bad experiences that i went through. It was a lesson not to be forgotten. It was a lesson to be learnt. It was something i shall not repeat again. It was something that made me stronger after each cut. I know this very well but sometimes i need to remind myself over and over again.

It made me realise that i should focus on my strength. Sometimes we are trying too hard improving our weaknesses till we lose something that we actually own. Not being appreciative enough i guess. Thats what we, human usually do.

It made me realise that i am too worried of the future that i've somehow ignored the current condition. Stressing on something that might be happening is not worth it. Work on what you want it to be in future. "What ever will be, will be, the future's not ours to see. Que sera sera..." It's good to have dreams. It's good to have an ambition. It drives you. So, work on it now.

It made me realise that i should not waste time on anger and dissatisfaction. It kills my cells. Sometimes things just so happen and you feel just irritated by it. Frust! However, it takes alot of effort to be angry.... complaining ...blabbing out and causing other people stressed out as well. Right? Focus on what do next.

I always want peace in my mind. I hate to feel troubled and stressed out. I would always want to solve all problems as soon as possible. And yes, sometimes this intention or eagerness is stressing me. How nice will it be if everyone has the same mentality? How nice if everything can be settled by just one snap of your fingers? A little magic and miracles!!! Hahah.

I need time to breathe and take a short break now. Admire more tulips. Ahh...

Thinking... wondering...

2008-08-28T22:19:00.000+08:00

Side Tales:
I'm feeling the pump now! Every time i flip my company book.. i feel like tearing it. RAWWRRR.. stupid sections. What the hell.. just establish the damn company! Attended tutorials and nothing goes in my brain. Simply a waste of my time. Everytime i check the blackboard.. it reminded me of my emarketing forum. Research.. research ..never ending researching. ACA Assignment too. Too many searching drives me CRAZY !!!!

The worst is ... everytime i open my small calender, i feel utmost stress. So many stuff to be done. Red marks.. highlight marks.. scribbles here there... OMG i need more time!!!

What do you think of my url???

I've been wanting to change it! Never-ending-story seems too long. Feel like changing but it will be troublesome for you all (faithful readers) to change my link. Tahu lah when lazy... Hahah! Somemore i'm too busy to recreate another new blog.

Hmph... if really changing.. i want.. *something*. COM

DOT COM!! I want the dot com only. Or DOT NET!!!

Teach me IT pros. And i want it free.. Teach me how to get it. Pretty please... ^^

YEAH and BOO...

2008-08-27T11:59:00.000+08:00

I finally completed my emarketing posting!!!! YEAH!!! Finally.. but i cant post. Shiat. What the..

-.- This is so great! Grr...

It's busy busy busy time. I got so alot of stuff to complete and i want to do another artwork. Rawr. I need more time!!! -.-

My knee is gonna reach full recovery soon but i thing i hate is... the vein is still cracking. Grr.. lousy leg. I'm feeling old. -.-

Just a short grumbling post. =p

Till then. Gotta run. Whoosh.

Ultimate cuteness

2008-08-25T10:02:00.000+08:00

Side Tales:
I'm chasing time on my e-marketing posting. I felt i lost my writting skills. I dont know what to post. Argh IT thingy. CRAP!

I'll be back with something wise. Hope it last. Aaaaja gotta be strong!!!

I need to indulge in this awesomely cute madness to make me feel better. Pups are just damn cute okay. Hahah. "They" just melt my heart and get me excited.

No offence to all doggies or puppies owners, i just got the temptation to call those furry friends " Siao Kao"= " Crazy dog" I love them but i still call them crazy. Wahahaha. It's just cute. =P

One siao kao... hahah

*Squeeze* So adorable

Pointed ears. wahahaha. Call it Pointy! HAHAHA!

Aww.. *pokes the nose* =P

Now this... is really one adorable siao kao. WAHAHA! *Smacks*

Aww.. *pats on the head*

*Rub its furry coat* Hahah.

*Hugsss*

Hey macho. Hahaha..

Whee.. you're pretty! ^^

Love them so so much. =P

Random pics

2008-08-21T18:41:00.000+08:00

Side Tales:
Drills in deep down under,
Leaving a heavy scar,
Whats underneath?
Bloody red human flesh

I was looking back photos and this reminded me of high tolerance, togetherness, high satisfaction and new bondings, friendship.

This reminded me of the good and crazy times together. A bond which was unexpectedly formed, deers.

This reminded me of the girly effort spent and how long it takes -.-", embrassing moments, shocking moments, first of all first.

This reminded me of hard work will pay, risks taken, heavy planning and given opportunities. Ended with smiles and joy.

This reminded me that i wont get to see him smilling happily on the stage with his regalia this coming monday. T_________T This is sad. Boo Swinburne!

p/s: Pics thanks to SAMS's photographer. ^^

Till then. Awaiting for Swinburne Grand Opening Ceremony this Saturday! Cheers. ^^

Officially 20

2008-08-20T00:24:00.000+08:00

Yes i'm officially 20 for now. Thanks thanks to dear and everyone who wishes, celebrated for me, sang song....lol! and gave presents... Thank u thank u thank u. I guess there's no such need to say out names. You know who you are. =P Personally thank you all edy too. I'm sincerely grateful. "Uh sim du ho liao" =D

But I must must say this... I was successfully fooled this year. Thanks to Aure and Sue. Lie to me!!! I wasnt expecting much so terkena lah. -.-" Used to fooled them now i'm being fooled. Ah.. lol! It's a was a nice surprise. Great that both of you are back!

Honestly, for a few years i dont feel any changes of getting older year after year. Because life is pretty much stagnant. Study study study..holiday holiday holiday...events events events... busy busy busy... play play play... test test test.. That's it. Lol! Call me naive or whatsoever. That's was my opinion that time.

Well, welcome me to the world of 20's. Hahaha. I just come to realise i did grew older .. yea physically because i injured my knee easily? Shit. Mentally too. I come to realise that i see things differently than others. Different perspective that others dont. I wont say i have reached the level of maturity. I guess i just grew to understand more about life and being a human being as time passes by.

However, there're still something that dont change. Being crazy and loud when i'm extremely happy. Turn red when i cant stop laughing. Being so call naive childish at times. Dont notice people when i'm stressed. Stay silent when i think it's a waste of time for me to crap my opinions. Stand strong againts smoking. Dislike stress. Cant grow fat still. And lots more..LOL!!! Anyhow, i am happy being me. Thats how God created me! =P

Lastly, thanks to you all again. Gracias!

Cheerss...

2008-08-18T16:50:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow tomorrow.... yeah!!! Gonna skip one of my class but dont blame me. =P

It's my day so I do what I want! I do what i like! =P

Hahahaha...

*Humming*

Cure the selfishness in you

2008-08-17T12:40:00.000+08:00

Selfishness. Everyone is selfish. Yes you are still selfish no matter how much you deny it. The difference is only the level of selfishness in each person. Normally people pray and seek for God when in dilemma. Why only find God when you're having problems? Relying on God to solve your problems.

Trusting and keeping faith in God that He will solve your problems? Then crap on how holy you are with such faith. Is that holy? Tell me. That's selfish. Imagine how many millions billions zillions problems does God have to listen in a day? It's not easy to be God huh? Ask Him. Maybe he will give you the answer.

Selfish in whatever you do in your daily life. You only think for own benefit. It's been a norm that you begin to do it to God as well. Selfish in your prayer. Pity God. Then what should we pray?

Sharing your problems and talking to God. Pray to God to keep you calm and your mind in peace so you may solve your own problems yourself. It's psychology. Once your are able to think properly, you would be able to react wisely. Have faith that He will be with you whenever you're down. Then, you shall face your problems no matter how hard it is not avoiding and leaving it to God. Be strong in facing your challenges. It's a test from God to make you stronger.

So take some time to understand that. I might not go to church as frequent as some, I might not be active in my church activities, I know I am fill with sins, I not a holy person, and I only read the first pages of bible and I dont read it anymore, I dont remember any verse from the bible but all i can say is that it's pretty sick to see some sick in the head. Yes, sick!

Leave everything to God still? You are responsible for your own life. You are responsible being God's child. Stop being stupid holy selfish today. Be a good holy person.

May the peace be with you all.

Viva pink?

2008-08-16T11:13:00.000+08:00

Side Tales:
My knee.... still not fully recovered. Sobs.

Today i'm going to drive you all crazy pink! Wahahah. Do you ever wonder why most of the girls are so obessed with pink? There... the famous frenzy pink blogger, Xiaxue. Well, there are lots of gals out there who are crazy about pink. I remember well, Ainalina loves pink alot..LOL!

Buy everything pink.. clothes pink, books pink, gadgets pink, ok to cut it short from top to bottom, left to right pink comes first and pink forever. See this little girl. Woot! Too much of pink man. I think i'm going to be color blind. @.@

"I want to have one but i want it pink." Therefore, companies do cater pinky gadget specially designed for the pink madness. Does that encourage more love from people?

Accesories. "Pink! Aww.. nice. I just want the pink one." Then, there're different sizes and patterns fitting different styles and all pink!

Well those are not enough, since they love pink so much, home sweet home must be loving pink too. ^^ Pink all over. "Welcome to my pinky pink house. Dont you love it?" *giggles*

Girls are pretty crazy when they love stuff right? They dont mind going overdose with it. Yes i love Zhi Feng and still crazy loving him. LOL! I love drink eating cincau and i can eat and drink it everday! Serious.

Ok, I like pink but not crazy about pink. Girls have their soft side. And it's pink. So why crazy pink?? Some possible reasons...

Pink is cute. You'll just find them adorable when it's pink.

Pink is lovable. Sending pink tanks and pink sexy women soldiers to avoid wars. Would you still want to have war with those chicks around? Wahahaha.. Spread your peace-love with pink. WAhaha...

Pink is sweet. Pink is usually strawberry flavour. Strawberry.. ewh so damn sweet. All the berry flavours too.

Pink is healthy. I'm in pink meaning i'm healthy. As healthy as this blooming rose.

At most of all because pink is PINK. LOL!

Can guys handle that much pink? =P

The world is changing. Guys are slowly accepting this so call "girly color". Some guys actually look nice in pink. Any guys' favourite color is pink?? Heheh.

And guess what.. pink can be sporty as well. Pink is not all lovingly soft like. Pink rocks too. LOL! Aint the car awesome??? Woot!

Despite the nice pink color, I do hate pink at times thanks to doctors. My ultimate reason not to like pink or strawberry or any berry artificial flavour is because of this horrible terrible taste of children fever liquid medicine. Give it a sip of it. You'll puke! I remembered i puke everytime i have it when i was young. The sensation, the aroma... sucks!!

Doctors please prescribe other medicine. Safe those innocent kids.

Another reason would be pig. I smelt the most horrible smell from the humongous fat big real pig. Totally ewh. The smell is unbearable. No offence to Aure but some pigs are fugly ugly. Seriously. Pigs are only nice to be eaten not rare. How can u compare a pup to a piglet??? Way.. too different. And it is not cute . Wait till it grows big and fugly. Bleh. =P

Some pigs like those simply irritates me. *Punch* =P

So does that reduces the pink madness? Wahaha. I still love..... BLUE!!!!! Blue rocks!!! =P

Rants

2008-08-14T15:05:00.000+08:00

This is the outcome of going to see the "tukang urut". The oitment stinks but hopefully it does wonders to my knee. I walk akwardly. Pai ka. Sad.

Now i got little bit sorethroat and i'm coughing. =.= I dont feel right because i feel sudden pain when i walk. The pain is spoiling my mood. I hate my condition now. Arghhh. How nice of this to happen before my day. Shitty. Rawr.

Another test from God? Please cure me before my hols end. Pls pls pls pls....

Life on "the" chair

2008-08-13T10:54:00.000+08:00

Side Tales:
I am happy. I have come to a decision. I think i am quite sure in letting go those troubles. Whee... Things happen and go... just need to keep your mind in peace. ^^

May the peace be with you all always. ^^

You know what happened? I injured my own knee. Call it careless, call it unlucky ...i simply call it SOI!!! Cis! Not going to blabber how i injured myself. I can just tell you it was so painful until i feared that i have dislocated my knee cap. Shit.

I went to uni for meeting past few days and felt horrible. I could not walk fast, i cant climb stairs and i almost lose my patience waiting for the lift. Darn. =.="

This is a half paralyzed leg. Just wonder about people that actually could not walk. How their life is sitting on the chair. How inconvenient it is to move around. How troublesome it is to keep asking for help.

Well, technology helped the disabled. Electronic chair which is easier to navigate but once it runs out of battery... you'll be stuck at a place. Boo.

What about this??? LOL! But then again..how on earth can a disabled get up there all by him or herself???

This is one nice blue chair. It'll take this if i cant walk anymore. Coi.

Well, life goes on still for those who are not so fortunate. Take it as challenge. However, we all who can walk, run, dance, and kick normally, be grateful and care for those who are unfortunate. Disabled friendly buildings and road path, people?

Light up the darkness

2008-08-11T12:57:00.000+08:00

Side Tales:
I feel like screaming! Screaming my lungs out.. the pain.. the discomfort.. the dissatisfaction. Blah. RAWR. My knee... gah. I feel like i'm half paralyzed. -.- Rawr!!!!! I cant walk like usual i cant walk fast in uni. SUcks sucks sucks!!!! Hope to cure before hols end.

It's near.. coming soon.

I remember there was once i received a very nice and thoughtful email on these 4 candles. It has some relation to God and self improving. It's goes something like this...

Have peace with one another, you'll get peace in within.
Have faith in yourself and God, you'll gain strength.
Learn to love, you'll be loved.
Have some hopes, you'll stay confident.

So that's the 4 candles that should be lighten up in your heart. ^^

Candles are beautiful during the dark. It brighten the darkness. Candles are usually lighten by any religion during festive times or prayers.

Candles are also therapeutic. People light up scented candles which gives them a calming sensation.

Candles can be pretty for house decos. Most fine dining restaurants light up candles for their centerpiece. It is somehow unique.

And of course. Everyone would light candles for birthdays! Lalalala...

But there's only one reason that people dont like to light candles for... BLACKOUT! I hate blackouts. Can you survive with no electricity? No fan.. no aircon... no internet.. no tv.. hp battery flat.. cannot charge... nothing. No ice cream as well..

Can you live in darkness and just candles??? Nooooo...........

Till then. Enjoy electricity while you can Sarawak.

Beijing 2008 & The Mummy

2008-08-10T17:55:00.000+08:00

Side Tales:
I accidentally injured my own knee last night and was in intense pain until i cried. Sucks! Another sucky thing this year. Damn. Pissed.

My day is coming and i dont feel any difference in me. I am still me. Happy or unhappy? Live with it! Bleh. =P

8th of August 2008 8 pm 8 minutes 8 seconds

I did not get to watch the opening of the grand Olympics Beijing. Watching some boring 8 pm news. Crap. Curse our lousy local tv stations. Boo! Well, i get to watch it after 8.30pm. Simply great. =.= Pity me for no astro aso lah. Boo!

Guess what did i miss? These.... and MORE! Alot can happen in 30 minutes. Geez. Spectacular isnt it?

Never mind about that. Let's talk about action!

Remember the mummy return? The Rock was the scorpion king. I remembered last time i feared watching the scorpions. Creeps me out. Woot. It's still pretty cool if you watch it now. Hahah.No longer fear those fake crawlies. Hahaha. =P

Now, The mummy- Tomb of the dragon emperor. I actually watched this when Kuching was in total pitch black darkness. Thank you, Star Cineplex!

It's pretty usual how they get to meet the mummies and there will be people wanting to revive the mummy. But this movie was an excitement. I enjoyed watching it. Good that there's some humour in between those action. Tsk tsk tsk.. ^^ I cant find any pics of the yeti but the yeti is pretty funny. Hahah. ^^

There's a change of actress for Evelyn O' Connell. Honestly i still prefer the previous actress, Rachel Weisz as Evelyn. She's hotter and she has more charm than Maria Bello. She fights better as well. ^^ Too bad they cant retain Rachel Weisz.

Brendan Fraser as Rick O' Connell. He amazingly did not age that much. Serious. Not that much wrinkles as other European at his age. Cosmetic surgery? Haha. Nevertheless he's a good actor. Like him better as George of the Jungle. WAhahaha.

And there's Jet Li as the dragon emperor. I always have a hard time trying to understand what the heck is he speaking. Especially English. Sound like alien language to me. WAhaha.

In conclusion, tomb of the dragon emperor rocks although there's not much scene of the dragon. A worthwhile movie to watch. I wont be telling the story. You'll have to watch it for yourself. Hehe.

Rating= A

Till then. Adios.

Rainbow

2008-08-07T19:30:00.000+08:00

Side Tales:
I am waiting........... waited very long this time. Rawr. *Screams*

Olympics Beijing 2008. (8.08.2008) Woot. Must see the opening ceremony.

One of the most prettiest thing on earth is rainbow. It's unique as it has 7 colors at a time. It's beautiful.

Saw single rainbow before... Anyone would.

Saw double rainbow at a time too....

But what's more spectacular is the rounded rainbow. Impressive. This happen around 3 times in Kuching already. Environmentalist believed that the cause is global warming. This beautiful thing is a bad sign?

Bizarre phenomena... a sign that earth is gonna reach its ending?

Believe it or not. The answer is yours. ^^

I walk this path alone

2008-08-05T16:32:00.000+08:00

This is mantis, one of the character in Kung Fu Panda. Small, swift, and strong!
Dont look down on small sizes. Small ROCKs! Kick all asses down by one blow. Wahahah. Cool!!! Move within a glimpse of an eye so you wont have time to attack. So strong that it could withstand the weight of a thousand times bigger its size. That's what i like Mantis. Way to cool!!! Hehe.

Out of sudden i sparked some peotry lines... Finally huh??? LOL.

I walk this path alone
I get along with any bees
I get along with any bugs
I am a free person.

I walk this path alone
My dearest and closest is far away
My trusted stars are long gone
My journey continues.

I walk this path alone
I see hypocrisy, hear gossips
I take it as real life TV drama
I continue walking.

I walk this path alone
Sometimes i get bored of the same story
All for the same dirty tricks and jokes
I'll stay ignorant and move on.

I walk this path alone
No utterly utmost close times
No sticky super glue everywhere every second
All are equally nice and balanced.

I walk this path alone
For how high i could see
For how far i could see
I understand this will be the future.

I walk this path alone
I call this independence
I call this self reliance
I call this... reality.

I walk this path alone
holding on the my treasures
I'm one among thousands... millions...
It's a big world I've yet to learn more about.

Signing off from home. Tata...

Uni starts today

2008-08-04T18:13:00.000+08:00

A short update today.

Well, today is the start of new semester, a new story, new faces, new smell. LOL! With all the new... Swinburne has the new feeling as well, with all the old building newly painted white and we're moving to a new block! Awesome. Cant wait for that. Whee...

Everything was alright except for some bloody technical problems and we still have not receive our invoices and tutorial timetable. Dont know what subjects are approved also. Put it this way. Dont need to pay fees also lah. Geez. -.-

The past~~~~~~
Just sharing some photos of my favourite company during my kl industrial trip. The interior and exterior of the building was awesome. The concept of the organization was awesomely cool as well. Flexible flat organization with some equal benefits and rights. That's splendid.

Yes it's Digi! A photo of the yellow man! p/s: behind us is actually a man made fountain. Digi believes in feng sui. Well actually most of the companies in KL. That's why Lillian Too so fill up with ka ching, $$$$$$!

And no, visiting Digi doesnt mean they will give us reload card as gifts. Owwhh too bad! Hahah. They had their environmental friendly campaign going on and really implemented the environment friendly idea too.

Digi even have their own indoor multi purpose hall. I think it's almost as big as swinburne's. Believe it or not.. they have transformed the hall to a spa, manicure and pedicure before!!! OMG that's so cool!!! The other pic is the smoking area. Still look nice...

This is their lobby. The water feature or whatever you call it it's pretty creative but too safe for kids.

Lazy to brag about Digi. Last words, Digi is the place where i would love to work at. Not because of the building but the company's interest in rewarding and keeping their employees happy! That's more than any words can say.

Till then. Will be slower in updating as busy Sem 2 has just kickstart. Time to bounce back with better momentum. May God bless me with a smooth semester. Study harder!!! Aaaja!!!

Blue you to eyesore

2008-08-02T14:55:00.000+08:00

Side Tales:
I have not receive my invoice nor my timetable yet and uni starts when??? Monday!!!! Seriously... yikes.

I feel like complaining but i cant. I feel like releasing all the grumbles but to who. I feel like staying ignorant all the time but i cant. I feel like screaming out all the pain but to who.

I keep receiving blue pooh in facebook. Is it because everyone knows that i love blue or it's just an coincidence?

This is one of the cute little pooh, Pooh Eeyore.
I totally love blue. And to be exact sky blue or turqoise.

Blue is in fact pretty calming. Blue sky, blue sea, ah.. Blue makes my day with the calming sensation. ^^

Some ways, blue is unique. It gives a sense of being one of it's kind. Different. Being the special one. Take for example blue flower, blue fish!

Blue is beautiful. There... hot sexy blue dress, blue sari and even blue tie and vest! Can guys handle that bright color??? Hahaha. =P

Blue is emotional. Ya.. when someone is saying i'm in blue. You better cheer that person up. But it doesnt mean that i love blue and i am always sad. Heck no. Put it a better way, blue reaches out for the neutral and gloom.

Happy or sad? Blue is for you. Rock the world with blue! Even this adorable lovely pup matches blue. Awwww such a cuteeeeeyyyy!!!!! Hugssssss.

So, start to love blue today!!! ^^

testing

2008-07-31T19:03:00.001+08:00

testing

Bubblishious bubbles

2008-07-30T09:55:00.000+08:00

Sides Tales:
It's gonna happen again. I can sense it. God please save me this time. >.<
Having sleeping disorder these days. T_______T Feeling sicky. Feeling abit emo. Feeling horrible. Sucks.

Remember the times when you're young... "EEEE bubbles i want more more more!!! " Blowing them up high and admiring the beauty of the transparent rainbow colored balls. Wheee...It's a kiddo thing to do and i think i will still enjoy blowing bubbles. LOL! It's pretty and it makes you happy! =D

If you love bubbles, i guess you will enjoy this bubbly game. Haha. It's cute and a little bit challenging. Yes, let me introduce you, BUBBLE TOWN!

Cute right??

I am not a game lover nor crazy about any games AT ALL. And i dont play whatsoever games. Guess what? I am prone to get addicted to Bubble town. =.= Thanks to Grace. LOL!

The game is simple. You just need to click your mouse. Eventually i played this game to release my anger/ stress. Kill kill kill.. Next level.. Kill kill kill...

Well it's not killing lerr. It's not bloody, it's not wild, it's just feel like eliminating all the troubles in front of you as you step forward. If you think in that sense lerr. Haha. =P

This game is in available in facebook. My highest score is 99145 at the moment. I beat bao qing's score. Wahahah.

Come beat my score. See ya in bubble town! Hehe. =D

A thousand words?

2008-07-29T14:49:00.000+08:00

There's a saying. A picture can tell a thousand words. You sure a thousand words? So how many words can you say by looking at the photo. Let's give it a try. ^^ Well, that's so much i can say.

Eeee puppy..
Oh my God it's so cute...
Awww puppy sleeping.. cute *again*
Love it so much.. Hugsss hugsss
Yikes, is that a heart shape on its fur?
Oh ya la...oh my God *again*
Is is true or fake?
Believe it or not.
It looks so real boh. Impossible photoshop.
I'm sure everyone would love that pup
Let's name it Love!
It must be a blessing from God
It must be that its mum love it so much too..
This is a rare sign... Abducted from alien before ka?
Possible cupid love it as well and give it a sign?
Such a adorably lovable puppy
Can i touch it?
I want, i want, i want...
EEE so short tail.. feeling like pulling it.. WAhahaha
Feel like squeezing it with all my heart... Wahahaha
I want to pat it... pat pat pat..
I think i'll get a puppy in future.
Love pup so much.
I dont think it's that cute now lerr. What breed is that?
I guess its mix.
Macam chihuahua face ..
I dislike chihuahua, you know.
It's so irritating small and i just dont think it's cute. Hahaha.
Point mouth dog aint cute. Slimmy legs aint cute either. =P
Ok see i get diverted away.
Eeee cute blanket. Where to buy horr?
Be right back. Got call.
Yes i'm back. I'm tired with my holidays already! Sobs >.<

So how many words is that? I dont think it reaches 100 words at all. Wahahaha. Ok, it's around 80 words exclude the diverted away words and expressions. LOL. Want to challenge my words??? Proof me that i'm lousy.

~1000 Words Challenge~

Blog about the above picture with 1000 words. Paste your post's link to my comment box.

Reward: I'll blog about your fantastic 1000 words and your blog. Advertise you la. ^^
Terms and condition apply.

Who dares to challenge the 1000 and so free?

Terms and condition: No repetition and related to the picture only. Thank you. I decide who is the winner. No bribing. No "eee unfair". LOL! Out of kindness, words like..a, it, is also counted. (Once only) Maximum 1000 words ONLY. Thank you.

I wonder who would want to challenge me. Wahahah.

I'm damn bored now. Grr.... Missing someone so badly. Even grrrr....
Till then. Adios.

Love is...

2008-07-28T13:14:00.000+08:00

Side Tales: I created facebook out of boredom. OMG. I cant wait to go back to uni. My brain is gonna malfunction. Sad.

Question: How do you define love? What is love? How does it feel when in love?

Do you need a love guru to tell what it is? Do you??? You know it all by yourself. So, forget all those crappy books or dramas about love.

So, What is love? This powerful Chinese character, Ai. Love is simply care. See the roof like strokes sheltering the word, you. Keeping your love ones from harm. That's love. That's how i see the word, Ai. ^^

People say....

Love is bright and warm. It keeps someone happy and cheerful. Everyone wishes to be happy everyday am i not right? I do.. i do. Stay happy always will keep you from ageing too. Wahahahah. Keep laughing as well to exercise your face muscles. ^^

Remember the saying laughter is the best medicine. Wahahah.

Love is cute. It's so cute that it makes you want to hug it and treasure it. Cute cute cute. =P

Love is sweet and addictive like chocolate. Once you tasted it, you'll want more.

Yumm yumm.. some more...

and MORE!!!!

Generally, everyone would speak on all the sweetness and beautiful things about love and when in love. If it's a bad one, then all the bitterness and ugliness.

Some people can speak so highly about love, from heaven to earth, from north to south, east to west. They could speak how heavenly.. amazing... beautifully... magically... wonderfully... secretly... soul touching... special *gasping* moments of love. LOL! Like in the korean dramas? =P

But the clear truth is love is anyhow you want it to be. Sweet? Sour? Salty? Spicy? Sucky? You name it. There's no one definition of love. The definition of love is yours. So, there's no such need to ask me or anyone about love. Ask your heart.^^

I believe there's yin and yang in love. Simple as TOO much sweetness, you'll get diabetes. TOO much of stress, you'll die earlier. LOL! Therefore, the good and bad of everything must be balance. Ah... ^^ You'll have the good and bad moments to strenghten your relationship. That makes it more precious.

Yes.. everyone deserves to love and be loved. Love God. Love Jesus. Love your family and friends. Love mother nature. Not forgetting... love yourself!

I love you, dear!

Amigas, you're not left out.. i lap you u all bersih bersih. Hahaha. =P

Jumps jumps jumps again

2008-07-27T12:26:00.000+08:00

Side Tales:
I read back my previous entries just now. It's nice reading back what you wrote in your past. ^^ I notice i have not being poetic for quite some time. LOL! Lets wait for inspiration. I've reduce the foul words too. Dear, you should be happy about this. Hahah.

I miss my Zhi Feng dear! T.T Take care and losen down with your work when u can, dear.

Notice the lack of creativity in high school musical posters? It's all jumping high! >.< Seriously i think that's lack of creativity. At first it was a nice. Doing the jumping thingy post with all 6 at the same time aint that easy. Guess they did it seperately and jeng jeng ..... the power of photoshop. You know. =P

Ok perhaps thats to a way to attract the loyal fans with the similar pose. Being different than the others. Alright, forgive them.

Then there goes the 3rd one. AGAIN???!!!! Now you see.
And guess what? They actually look like they're lying down and pretending to jump. Isnt it obvious? The tie doesnt even go up!! The skirts! The red cloak whatever you call it. Erk. >.<"
Looking at this makes me think of my very own graduation day! I'm gonna graduate soon. One and half years to go. Woot! Go go go...

Let me show you how's the real jumping pose? Everything goes wild.. your hair your shirt.. And it takes alot of stamina and alot of jumping to get it all PERFECT!!! Serious! Look at the sand. LOL!

The good old times. Aww... And i cant find my bali hat. Darn. >.<

Till then. Enjoy jumping away from your holidays soon. Tsk tsk tsk =P

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Ola..

March flies

Brrrr...

First step into Bintulu

Fly high~

Goodbye 2009 and Hi 2010!!!

Beep...

Merry Christmas!!!

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Sincerely…

Underwater Snaps

*blows*

My last steps...

Hot~ Sexy HOT~ LOL!

Sniff sniff..

Welcome everyone!

Special A indeed!

Something~

Free! I'll back with more updates soon

Busy busy busy

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Blue colouring me...

It's a fish... no it's a Robot!

Grrrr...

Sucks.

Love your black hair!

Roll it~

Mighty Sun..

Blue is special

You see...

Hmmm...

I just blog to say...

Pon & Zi

我要快乐

What's to see in KL?

Blackout...

Bomb the skies with colours...

HAPPY CNY TO ALL

Lovin it so~

Miserable emo shitness

Ramblings

Kuching is flooding

Should i???

Rain.. rain.. rain..

It's a miracle that i did this...

People.. people

Small but BIG heart

Sparkling clean..

What i want this year...

2009 Year of Change

Counting the days to 2009

Merry Christmas!

Work.. work... work..

Back from Damai

I dont feel Christmas

I Declare HOLIDAY!!!

I miss korean dramas!!!!

Something not be missed

Best picture of the day~

A pic says it all

One Step At A Time

Breathing still..

Grrr... =.=

SUFFOCATING....

Yarr...

Crazy month ahead

Take a bow

Those days...

FINALLY!!! Whee....

Happy Mooncake Festival

BUSY mode rants

Touches from angel

Google Chrome @ Pokeball

It's back AGAIN!

Ahh.. total sweatness

Peace in my mind

Thinking... wondering...

blows

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